Last night I slept very early because of uneasiness felt . It was an unusual feeling since my EX broke up with me. After a year of not entertaining any love life status, I tried to enter into a relationship which is not as clear as the water in the river. My relationship with him brought me light, happiness and excitement every time I talk to him online. I was indeed very happy knowing that he loves me more than I do... I know its hard falling in love to a person you never saw personally, but goodness to reality I love him so much.
Every morning when I wake up, I always read his text messages on my phone telling me how much he loves me. With all the text messages sent to me, I believed that he really love me. I enjoyed the feeling of being in love. I was happy.
But good things last for a reason you do not know. Maybe because you are too occupied and over shadowed with the feeling and thought of love. I know that love is never letting go, Love has to be true, but most of all, love has to be known amongst each other.
I guess love has millions of definitions because all of us has a different definition of love and is never the same. That's why mine never made to last. It wasn't perfect as I wished and longed for...but I am still thankful I had given myself a second chance. A chance that maybe I will be nourishing and will be perfected.
To you Bhe, I may not be the person you expected for but I can be the person who will cherish and love you, like no other people can do..and I want you to know that you come to love not by finding the perfect person…but seeing an imperfect person perfectly...
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