MORTAL SIN

In Roman Catholic moral theology, a mortal sin, as distinct from a venial sin, must meet all of the following conditions:

Its subject must be a grave (or serious) matter.
It must be committed with full knowledge, both of the sin and of the gravity of the offense (no one is considered ignorant of the principles of the moral law, which are inborn as part of human knowledge, but these principles can be misunderstood in a particular context).
It must be committed with deliberate and complete consent, enough for it to have been a personal decision to commit the sin.

That definition of mortal according to Wikipedia is true enough to ponder.

People commit mortal sins...I do commit mortal sins. Right now I commit mortal sin.

I do not know why in this hell world of mine I am doing...all I know is I am very happy and I am in a world of make believe.

I love him even if I am committing mortal sin. I love him because I know I am enjoying every bit of it.

I do not care if people will curse me for what I had done...I am ready to face consequences...I am happy. I am a fool of this one liner experience of sin.

To my dear God who is the source of love, please understand of my wrong doing...I am sorry for whatever acts I am doing right now...

Please forgive my sins...